238.6 lbs

The good news is i'm down a total of 8.4 lbs.  Whoot!

The bad news is all I want to do is EAT!!!!!  ARGH!!!!

i wish.....

......i could express myself the way i want to express myself in words.  AND in art.  What i'm thinking and how i'm feeling needs to come out alot of the time, but sometimes I just can't figure out a way to GET IT OUT.

.....i had the confidence and/or the drive to sit down and really figure out what it is that i really want to do with my life from a personal/creative/career perspective.  I know it's in a creative sense, but I just can't seem to nail IT down exactly.  I feel like i'm swimming most of the time in my thoughts.

me at the office today

.....i would stop give in my anxieties, it's going to make me quit this diet, as all I've wanted to do over the past 5 days is EAT

.....that our move in 2 1/2 weeks goes well with no hiccups, i'm stressed out about it, and totally freaking out that i'm going to be living under the same roof as my mother again.  Not to mention how everyone is going to get along with our new "arrangement".  Sometimes 3 generations isn't a good thing

What do you wish?

239.2 pounds

That was my weight when I weighed in last week, bringing it to a total of 7.8 lbs.  Pretty freakin' good if you ask me considering I've only been at this "officially" for 3 weeks now.

I'm still amazed that I've been able to go back to Weight Watchers so easily this time around, all it took was ONE DAY of tracking my points, and I was good.

Be gone McDonald's lunches and french fries, hello Harvey's Grilled Chicken Sandwich and onion rings.

Ta dum.

me

i feel

Right now, i'm at the office, staring at my computer screen waiting for another email to come in from a client. In my heart I wish I wasn't here, but at home in my studio painting. Something. Anything. It's better than here.

I can hear all of my coworkers speaking with their clients, although i'm trying to tune them all out. I'd much rather have silence.

I can still smell the fig balsamic dressing that topped my super healthy lunch today, and I wish I had some more it tasted sooo good......in fact I can still taste it.

I feel full.

I feel stressed about our move in a few weeks (yes we bought a house).

I feel anxious as my hubby and I dont' seem to be on the same page right now, probably from all the stress with the move.

I feel...... scared

243 pounds

So "officially" as per my WeightWatchers leader, i've lost only 1.2 lbs.

The good news is that I started tracking my points plus the day after I got back from our vacation, and in reality i've actually lost 4 lbs.

WHOOT.

I deserve I cookie I think.
(not)

244.2 lbs

Tonight was my first "official" meeting back at Weight Watchers, and it was well worth it. 

My leader, Lindsay, greeted me with open arms, and a huge hug, and I can honestly say it was truly genuine.  SO different from when I tried another weight loss program many many years ago in which they actually kicked you out of the program if you cheated.

I'm back on track (no pun intended), and have already lost 2.8 lbs since I joined WW online 5 days ago.  Yay me.

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